Release of O level results yesterday.
Euphoric/Disastrous, take your pick.
As for myself, I don't really feel much of elated, obviously.
But surprisingly, not really regretful either.
I don't wish to mention my L1R5 cause it would take absolutely nothing for me to choose to go into a JC.
I got 13 for my L1R4.
Not really good I know, but not that bad to commit suicide over.
At least I got an A2 for my English, the only subject I've been counting on.
The reason why I don't feel regretful or unhappy is probably cause I've been expecting these kinda grades.
I still remember having Zhaorong, Sam & Sky over at my place overnight, the day before the first paper.
I didnt really put in much effort, & I treated the days of the papers as any normal day, going out like usual.
So, I could say I deserved these kinda rubbish grades.
Some people would tell me, if only I've chosen to study harder, I would definitely see different results.
But what's the point of saying if only, when all's already been done?
Yes, so now the only wise thing to do is to make the correct choice.
It's a new path I'm embarking on.
No point dwelling over my shitty results, so I'd rather look foward.
On the other hand, I'm happy for my friends who did well.
You guys deserve these excellent grades, as well as a promising future.
Well, that's it then.
Finally the end of the whole O level commotion.
As for me, I'm deciding between SP & TP.
I used to be dead set on TP, but SP has rather interesting choices of courses too.
Trust me, I'm racking my brains hard on this one, I really am.