Met my 3 lovely ladies today .

Angeline came to my house first, & the both of us went to town to meet Amicell & Gladys .

Remarkably nice of them to accompany me to dye my hair .

Spending hours of their time doing nothing except watching me .

Truly grateful .

Cine after the dyeing process to have our lunch/dinner at Koba .

Back to kampong area .

Went to Fernvale with the three of them to meet Zhaorong, Junjie & co .

Amicell left in the evening, so Angeline & Gladys came to my house at night .

They had dinner at my house & my mum kept stuffing them with food .

I bet they had fun communicating with my mum .

They left at around 11pm & its back to facing those four walls for me .

Have you ever got the feeling when you felt totally helpless & empty inside?

Yes, that's exactly what I'm experiencing right now .

Hopeless, helpless, pathetic, empty, you name it .

Sunken into despair, breakdown is the single term to describe it .

Although O levels had ended, I don't really feel the joy I was expecting .

I really don't know what exactly is it that I want .

I don't even understand why Im feeling this way .

Hallucinations, letting my thoughts run wild is all I can do .

Take the time to lie to me, tell me I'm okay .

Cause right now Im trying, trying so hard not to throw it all away .

Trying to keep myself together, never let it slip .

But deep down the emptiness calling out to me, is so loud I cant ignore it .

Samantha : Thanks .

Rong : Aww, you're most welcome(:

Cutecute : YOU ARE DISGUSTING LAH SKY . Stop stalking my songs leh KELVIN ONG POH SOON, & Oh yeah, I'm afraid of lion!

Anonymous : I used to, but not anymore .

Gladys : I love you too(:

Aimei : Yes, its been quite some time .

Huihui : Yeah :D