Hi ppl .
Gladys is feeling down these days ):
Due to sch stress & friendship problems .
I dnt need r/s probs to add to thm either .
Im rlly so sick , so tired .
I just cant decipher whds gng on in ure mind .
You dnt share , dnt do anythg .
I`m nt God , I cant mke miracles happen .
Nth chged? Seriously?
Nah, th feeling aint right anymre .
Hurts so bad whn you said even w/o you , I hve my many other friends .
Its as though saying I cn be with OR without you .
You knw tts nt true at all .
I dare say you mean much much much more to me thn them .
I cant choose between loving you or not .
You mean sososo much to me its true .
Th one I dote on th most , th one I care for th most .
Regardless of whatever mistakes you made , I cld still forgive thm anyhw .
Willingly giveup evrythg for you .
Tell me th reason why?
Yet I knw deep dwn , I still aint th one you want .
Others seem mre important to you .
Irregardless ,
Even though I may nt be th one bringing joy to ure life ,
I just wna let you knw tt I love you .
You knw it`ll always stay this way .
Nth will mke me chg my mind .
Sighs*
Crying to myself , hallucinating about stuff .
Sick & tired of all these feelings .
Nt feeling fine , at all .
I wna smile like hw I used to .
Bring bck those happiness I used to hve ,
So near within my grasp , yet so far away I cant even see it /
)':