Thursday, May 8, 2008

{ ANG XUELING

My dearest ahmei .
I knw no matter whd I say its still th same old thgs .
Bt I still gotta say it .
I knw recently , r/s probs giving you many headaches .
Sighing almost evry min ehs?
I knw exactly hw you feel & all .
Keeping evrythg inside you only makes matters worst .
I may nt be here physically ,
Bt I`ll always be here heart-to-heart .
I said I wanted t see you through ure ups & dwns ,
Be ure someone whn you`ve no-one ,
Be ure evrythg whn you`ve nth .
Bt for th first time all these while ,
I failed my duty as ure listening ear ytday .
So fcuking useless ,
Wasnt even thr whn you needed someone th most .
I cant explain hw much I blame myself .
Nevertheless , nw Im still here t tell you :
Since you dnt believe in second chances ,
Learn t let go .
Though it hurts , bt as time passes evrythg`ll be alright .
Since you knw you`ll nt be happy even if you two patched ,
Why nt extend this love t smth much mre meaningful?
True friends .
I knw you cant bear t let go at th moment ,
Bt you`ll soon knw tt evrythg`s nt worth it .
Thr`s a price t pay for evry decision you make,
Thk about it urself , if all this is worth it?
Let this r/s pass , & stay on as friends .
Someday , if th feeling is still thr , you two`ll surely be bck tgether .
You still hve ure loved ones arnd you .
Ppl who care for you , & wry about you .
PEOPLE WHO DNTWNA SEE YOU THIS WAY!
Always rmbr , you`re NVR being left alone .
You always hve me , always hve always will .
Cherups yo my girl!
I wna see tt crazaye arse who I knw .
Always laughing & crapping .
Cme bck soon if nt I`ll kolian you for being ugly :D
{ Dnt laugh at urself aftr seeing this }
& I promise tmrrw I`ll get high with you! (:


Sighs*
I feel so useless leyszxz/}
Th Nxt Time , I Promise .