This is my friend Muthu & he`s 6 yrs old :D

Ytday , went out arnd 11.3o , close t midnight .

Went t meet Ahlam .

Thn proceeded t Pasir Ris meet Terence & Xjess .

Went t Changi , nt t look for transvetites ofcos .

Met up with other friends & headed t Old Changi Hospital .

Freaking long way thr , bt end up nth interesting .

Th others were hving a campfire of some sort in thr,

While me & Jess were busy feeding mosquitoes -___-

Blahhhhh , went bck t Dwntwn East & chalet again .

Been tonning for so many days, so it wld be gd if I stayed hme tday :D

I`ve decided t go t sch on monday!

Cya ppl! (:

As you guys probably knw , my chalet was on th 27-29th May .

Held at zee Aranda Country Club :D

Hokays , I`ll skip those details .

Quite a num of ppl turned up .

Many thanks t you guys who made my day(:

Smth unexpected happened too .

Police were involved , dnt wish t elaborate .

Seems like evry yr my chalet will hve smth happening .

Nvms, at least I had a decent celebration .

I was dead drunk on th 2nd night , & woke up with a hangover .

Shanji told me I wanted t run over & hug Sky -___-

I dnt believe it though , cause I`m perfectly clear of whd I was dng :D

Blahhhhhhh .

Checked out on 29th , went hme t slp & at night went t chalet again .

Another friend`s chalet .

Tonning all th way these few days , probably gng out ltr at night .

Im tired! D:

Many thanks you guys , for evrythg .

Even though thr were many ppl you all disliked & didnt wna see ,

You guys still came for th sake of me .

& Ms SHARON SEET , I do appreciate ure help in evrythg .

Bt I just dntwna see you get into fights cause of me yeas .

This aint about por-ing ppl or whd ,

Its only a form of expressing my gratitude .

Once again , all I cn say is THANK YOU .

I love you guys , alot alot ,

I truly do .

(:

ANG XUELING }

Ahmei I knw ure feelings & all .

Gaining forgiveness aint easy ,

Bt all it takes is true friends t hve it .

I cant deny tt you`ve made me so disappointed .

Sad & disappointed by ure actions & doings .

Bt at least ure repentent , & seeing ure msg makes my heart ache .

Like I`ve always said , ure th person I dote on th most ,

Hw cn I bear t see you suffer in silence?

I cn truly understand th guilt ure gng through .

Being unable t enjoy at th chalet & all ,

Th fear of being left alone , with no-one by ure side .

This is th only reason which made me forgive you .

Do you thk tt I wnt feel sad seeing you this way?

I do , I rlly do!

Pls my dear girl , ure alrd 16 .

Learn t thk before you do anythg .

Choose ure friends wisely .

Aftr this incident , Im sure you cn tell for urself , who are ure true friends .

Some friends cn be counted on & some cant .

I hope this thg makes you open ure eyes wider .

Some steps which are taken , cant be recounted back .

I do wish tt you wnt do thgs t regret for th rest of ure life anymre .

Thk carefully , evry sentence I said has a meaning .

Its only a matter of hw you look at it .

If everybody cld forgive & forget,

Thk of all the times that we spent being friends,

Thk about th lives we cld chg & all the love we had .

Maybe this wrld wld be a better place in th end .

Starting tday I hope tt you will chg & nt mke th same mistakes again .

Nevertheless , all in all ,

I just wna say tt I LOVE YOU .

Always hve , always will .

Regardless of what you become , & what you do .

Cause I love you for only one reason , & tt is for WHO YOU ARE .

We shall start afresh whn you get back frm Thailand alrights?

I promise you we will .

I will wait (':

Xueling came my hse ytday .

She waited for me t prepare & all .

Thn we headed t Bugis t meet mummy(:

Bought a top & a bottom .

Spent about $160++

Wanted t get shoes , bt couldnt find any suitable ones .

Went t Swensens t eat aftr tt .

Me Xueling & mummy were eating .

Machiam family gathering -___-

Hohos .

Thks mummy for evrythg :D

Aftr tt , mummy went hme .

So Xueling & I went t meet Xjess .

Went t find Queen & co at street .

Blahhhhh , went Big Bird thn t Cine .

Saw th many familiar faces again .

Slacked arnd at cine .

Laughing my ass off all th while .

My ahmei is sucha bitch man! Hohos :D

Headed t Boat Quay arnd 11+

Blahhhhhh , nth much .

Went hme in th morn(:

Count Dwn To 3 Days! :D

Hello Jessica :D

Met Xueling at Bedok tday .

Thn went Cine .

Bought tickets for What Happens In Vegas .

Xjess came a little ltr aftr th show started .

Gd show manszxz , laughed all th way .

Except tt some ass fell aslp halfway .

Laughs*

Aftr tt went FarEast t walk arnd .

Nth much , & went hme with tt boyf of mine .

I love my Kumar & Mustafa alot alrights!

Counting Dwn 5 Mre Days Yo! :D

Yay :D

Met Mel ytday at compass .

Went t Tampines, bought some stuff .

Aftr tt went t Bugis .

Was left alone walking arnd Bugis street .

Cause she & Ahjon went for dinner with their mummy .

Didnt see much ppl , saw only Boyster .

End up I went t look for thm aftr walking for 5 rounds in street .

Laughs*

Ahjon is mineeeee hors! :D

Aftr their dinner , left with me & Mel .

Went Amk , wanted t play pool .

Bt smth happened , so went compass .

Ahlam helped me settle some stuff .

Nice one ehs . Just a typical XiaoAhLian laaaaaas .

Rolls eyes*

Hohos . Blah , slacked arnd compass & Mel came my hse .

She stayed here till 1am thn cabbed hme .

Met an ass called Xjess at compass tday .

Nth much , went Bugis like againnnnn -____-

Blahblahhhhhh .

Th usual boring stuff .

At night , she went hme & I stayed on at compass t meet Ahlam .

Meet awhiles , & off I go(:

{ ANGXUELING , Miss you like so fcuking much laaas?

Counting dwn 6 mre days t my big day yos!

I seriously am looking forward to it .

I hope you guys are too!(:

Met Richard at amk tday .

Watched him play billiards & all .

Boring leyszxzxz .

Thn went off t Yishun as he had some taiji -__-

Slacked anrd thr , thn went t Grn .

Met Aloysius thr .

Blahblahhhhh .

Boring day ehs .

God God God , Pls mke my life better .

Hate th times Im gng through nw .

No-one cn understand .

Th feeling sucks & Im gng crazayeeeeeeeee ]=

Cryyyyy out loud*

Xueling came my hse ytday .
Went crazayeeeee thn recovered :D
She waited for me t prepare & all & headed t compass .
Met Xjess . Xqueen . & Huiyee thr .
I was meeting Ahlam , so pulled thm t acc me wait .
Hohos .
Went off t Cine , Me & th girls headed diff ways first .
Had t accompany Ahlam wait for Khengyi & co .
Blahhhhh , at Cine for awhiles thn went t Rouge .
Didnt went in cause of smth , bt at least Queen was thr t accompany me .
Walked arnd here & thr , running between Cine & Rouge .
Lols .
Took NR hme , bt walked frm Montfort bck t my place .
I did it in 3omins!
Supergirlllllllll :D

Met Mel at compass tday .
Went t look for Sharon & th MOS ppl .
Didnt see thm for so long , badly missed ehs!
Slacked until night time & went hmeeeee .

I just dnt understand .

For all these times ,

Th feeling inside me rlly sucks .

It hurts me & pains me deeeeeep .

Waiting for ure call all this while ,

Yet?

Keeping all problems t myself .

Nobody wld understand hw I feel .

& I guess nobody wld bother either?

Seeing me with a smile evryday dnt mean anythg .

Bt who knws whd`s beneath those smiles?

Sighs*

Im sucha fool . A useless person .

Maybe I shld just disappear frm ure life .

)':

Here`s my freaky shitass face :D

He thks he`s v cute ><

They`re trying t be gayyyy :D

Met up with boyf ytday as it was our anni .
Even though it was for like only awhile , I still appreciate it so-
Aftr boyf went hme , went slacking with Ahlam & co .
Thn went hme , meeting thm ltr at night .
Went t a pub at Boat Quay . Drank a little .
Cabbed hme & slept all th way .
Tday , actually wanted t go policlinic bt didnt .
Met Ahlam againnnnnn .
Slacked arnd at compass .
Saw ppl here & thr .
Went hme aftr tt .
Rouge tmrrw!
I`m still hving second thoughts .
Go ..... Or Not?
=/

HAPPY 4 MTHS JESSICA NG .

I love you so-

Monday

Went bugis with elaine .

Frm morning walk till night .

Saw quite many ppl thr .

My barney as well :D

Blahhhh , at night went rounding .

Thn went sengkang .

Nth much , went hme aftr tt .

Ytday

Went kovan for pool first .

Thn headed t City hall with Hui Jianbin & others .

Walked arnd peninsula & other places .

Went Hui`s wrk place aftr tt .

Me & Jianbin pei-ed her all th way .

At night , smth happened .

Dnt wish t mention it or thk about it .

Just makes me so tired .

Elaine came , met her for awhiles .

Went off t hg aftr tt .

Before tt was crying like fcuk?

Mood felt better aftr meeting Barney .

Was laughing at his actions & stuff .

Nth much ppl , Im in a hurry t meet my kuku boyf nw!

Loveeees :D

Met Xueling ytday at sommerset .
Was supposed t go cine watch movie , thn go east coast .
Bt didnt went east coast in th end .
Was pei-ing her sis wait for her boyf .
Abit delayed , bt still caught Ironman :D
It was a rlly awesome show .
Do catch it whn you hve th time ppl!
Aftr movie , went t meet Xiaojess & Xiaoqueen .
Missed tt dumbo boyf of mine soooo much!
Blahhhhh , rotted at cine .
Saw those alibaba people .
Went city hall aftrwards t pass Elaine smth .
& Reached hme arnd 12 (:
I swear this shall be th last time you`ll step into my life .
I was thr whn you needed someone ,
Was thr whn you cry & quarrel with others & stuff . Bt whd did I get in return?
Neglect & attitude & taken for granted .
Dnt call me whn you`ve gt no-one in future .
I`m nt ure substitute alrights(:

Being through all these problems my loved ones faced,

Rlly makes me understand so much .

Underdstand & knw th true meaning of life .

My thking totally chged .

Its time t grow up .

Whd for stressing over stuff tt aint meant t be mine?

Whds mine will eventually cme bck t me ,

& No matter hw much I try t keep smth tt isnt mine ,

I`ll lose it at th end , someday somehow .

Live life t th fullest is my current expectation .

I dnt yearn for much nw , just a peaceful & normal life .

& Im glad t hve those lovely ppl arnd me .

I truly cherish thm , I do .

Friends are nvr supposed t be taken for granted .

Stupid Xiaojess took this shot :x

She`s trying t act cheerful laaas!

As you cn see , my reluctancy t take this picture with her :D

Bt obviously it doesnt work .

We hve th same constipated expression!

I found this pic , taken last week at th airport . Those behind are her so-called ginas -__-

If I were t leave one day , wld I be missed?

{ ANG XUELING

My dearest ahmei .
I knw no matter whd I say its still th same old thgs .
Bt I still gotta say it .
I knw recently , r/s probs giving you many headaches .
Sighing almost evry min ehs?
I knw exactly hw you feel & all .
Keeping evrythg inside you only makes matters worst .
I may nt be here physically ,
Bt I`ll always be here heart-to-heart .
I said I wanted t see you through ure ups & dwns ,
Be ure someone whn you`ve no-one ,
Be ure evrythg whn you`ve nth .
Bt for th first time all these while ,
I failed my duty as ure listening ear ytday .
So fcuking useless ,
Wasnt even thr whn you needed someone th most .
I cant explain hw much I blame myself .
Nevertheless , nw Im still here t tell you :
Since you dnt believe in second chances ,
Learn t let go .
Though it hurts , bt as time passes evrythg`ll be alright .
Since you knw you`ll nt be happy even if you two patched ,
Why nt extend this love t smth much mre meaningful?
True friends .
I knw you cant bear t let go at th moment ,
Bt you`ll soon knw tt evrythg`s nt worth it .
Thr`s a price t pay for evry decision you make,
Thk about it urself , if all this is worth it?
Let this r/s pass , & stay on as friends .
Someday , if th feeling is still thr , you two`ll surely be bck tgether .
You still hve ure loved ones arnd you .
Ppl who care for you , & wry about you .
PEOPLE WHO DNTWNA SEE YOU THIS WAY!
Always rmbr , you`re NVR being left alone .
You always hve me , always hve always will .
Cherups yo my girl!
I wna see tt crazaye arse who I knw .
Always laughing & crapping .
Cme bck soon if nt I`ll kolian you for being ugly :D
{ Dnt laugh at urself aftr seeing this }
& I promise tmrrw I`ll get high with you! (:

Sighs*

I feel so useless leyszxz/}

Th Nxt Time , I Promise .

PARAMOUR2@ROUGE

The Illicit Lovers
9pm-4am
16TH MAY 08

We are back and proud to announce the RELEASE of
Paramour2
I REPEAT its on 16TH MAY 08
due to EXAMS periods many of our party kings/queens are unable to attend the party during April hence with UTMOST APOLOGIES we postponed the party
Priority Entry:
couple of one female&one male shows the public affection in a way of HOLDING HANDS recieves a priority entry thru the door with his/her illicit lover

FEAT:
9PM-3AM
DJ FUNKY MONKEY that will be spinning the best HIHOP/R&B
Puppeting your every movement with his FUNKY mix music
PURE HARDSTYLE MUSIC
The last hour of adrenaline rush
WE ARE LOOKING FOR OUR 1st HARDSTYLE BABE
Anyone of you hotties stand up for the hot stuffs and challenge the guys to a BATTLE OF MOVES!
We are having a 100% PARTY ALL NIGHT
WE KNOW U PEOPLE ARE GONNA LOVE IT .

CONTACT:
Gladys @ reqrettsx_@hotmail.com if interested .

I knw she`s freaking cute ehhhhs! :D

Went airport ytday .

Waited helllllll long for tt ANG XUELING .

Bus journey made my butt stiff =/

Laughs*

Planned t study thr , bt I taught tt crazaye girl until I wna vomit blood .

Mostly was laughing , nt studying .

WRITE ON MY HAND UHS!

Haaaaas .

Thn her baby came & blahblah .

Siman called me suddenly ,

Gt th shock of my life .

She ran hme & wanted t cme my hse .

Came awhiles & end up she went t Xueling`s hse .

Guess she`s back hme nw?

Hope ure fine little sister(:

Met up with my Clyn daddy tday .

Ages since I saw him yos!

His hair grew longer , finally nt a botak :D

Had fun with Xianfu & co.

Cheeros ppl!