Many people have asked me why my blog was private .
I didnt invite a single soul, I swear .
The reason I private my blog was that I had nothing to post .
Nothing at all .
No pictures, no nothing .
Who in the world would wanna read a blog filled with nothing but words?
Im probably gonna delete my blog like real soon .
That is unless, I find back my blogging spirit again .
Okay whatever .
Toodles!

I'm Sorry .

I feel like deleting my blog .

Should I?

Merry Christmas?

Not so merry I should say .

This year's Xmas was p-a-t-h-e-t-i-c .

Lonely & boring & lifeless .

However, I spent it with this girl of mine, which makes it not-so-unenjoyable .

Went to Cine first, walked around aimlessly, boring the pants off us .

Then we decided to go to Vivo, met up with Zhaorong, Junjie & Ahblack .

Skip the details shall we?

The guys left, & we were back to square one once again .

Aimless wandering freaks .

Went over to Graceson's chalet .

It was way much fun there, beats walking around the whole of Vivo .

Saw those familiar faces .

Gladys left around midnight, while I spent the night there .

Off to Changi Village in Graceson's car in the middle of the night .

Cabbed home with Huiyee & her bf in the morning .

As for the special day itself?

Went to the chalet again, & home soon after .

So, what do you think?

This has gotta be the worst Christmas I've had in years .

Xueting : Some fucker put me aeroplane .

Passerby : Nope she doesnt .

Gina : Yeah . See ya around .

Joanna : I saw (:

W.O.W.
Cmon people, Gladys gotta vent her anger .
So let this post be a form of entertainment to you guys alright .
Let's see, a couple of things I would like to grumble about .
Firstly,
I absolutely, positively, undoubtly, cannot stand people who show off that they smoke .
I can't decipher what is the big deal about smoking,
& Why do these people wanna show off that they do have the habbit of smoking .
How do they show off you wonder?
They ask friends of theirs to take pictures of them while smoking .
Another type, is to pose a some sort cool {to themselves} pose while holding a cigarette .
But, please, if you may, let me ask you, what exactly is the point of doing so?
Are you really that afraid people won't know you are a smoker?
Try harder to show off the next time .
These people are pathetic, I have no feelings for them except for those of despise .
I know it's their freedom as how they wanna pose in pictures & such,
But I just cant stand it as it becomes an eyesore to those who see them .
I suppose some of you out there might agree with me aye?

Secondly,
I realised something .
People nowadays enjoy being limqin, don't they?
I'm sure some of you would understand perfectly, while some would be obviously guilty .
Don't be mistaken, I'm not referring to anyone in particular but just in general .
Perhaps some of you might not know this, but limqin means to be acting close .
How should I put it?
It means, trying to act friendly with people whom you've barely known for long .
Trying to get close with them & thinking you're their best friend when in fact, they can't even remember you .
Another way to say it is to find friend .
Going around telling people you miss them & you love them & asking them to meet you when they don't even really know you that well .
Yes, that's my point exactly .
Why go around being an attention-seeking, finding friend kinda person when you obviously have friends of your own ?
I really can't work out the minds of these people .
Okay, enough venting of pent-up anger .
I managed to whip this post out in like, 10 mins .
Goes to show exactly what deeeeep thoughts I have of this two issues .
Whatever .
I'm done for now .
Till then!


Anonymous : Thanks (:
Jess : Yes! Hope to see you bitch .
Jiayang : Hi crazy ass .
Gladys : I really cant stand you this hamburger, silly girl .

Met my two lovelies today .

Walked around town, & the biggest bitch went to work at Centrepoint .

Left with me & J, therefore we spent our time at Starbucks .

Had a great time, gossiping like no-one's business .

Laughs .

Gosh, I'm getting so broke for god's sake .

I hate Xmas, this season always leaves a large hole in my pocket .

CNY come sooooooon!

That's when all the moolah comes ;)

Till here people!

I hate myself .

I hate my life .

I hate my family .

I hate everything about me .

Screw everything .

Not saying anything doesnt mean I'm okay,

I just hope to bring across everything by avoiding .

I really hope this kinda life will end soon .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ALL-TIME FAVE GIRL

JESSICA NG HUI QI!

Hope you enjoy yourself .

You know I love you bitch .

See you on Xmas eve {Hopefully}

P/S: This picture was taken a veryyyyy long time ago .

I know its ugly & somehow gawky, I don't need reminders .

A mad rush today .

Over to vivo, found a top which caught my eye .

Headed back home as my daddddd has returned to Singapore .

Amicell came over to my house as well .

Had dinner & she left at night .

Havent slept for more than 24 hours .

Eyebags & dark circles are killing me I swear .

Looks absolutely horrific .

Therefore, for the sake of myself, I'm off to bed people!

Toodles .

Gladys : Yes I will try my best to!

Biggest bitch : You're welcome you dummy .

Jiayang : My foot . Act cute nia .

Aimei : -.-
Calvin : Ownself go & buy . Tell me for what . Ha!

Here are the pictures as promised!

Baked cookies over at Angeline's house today .

Spent the day with my mind set on baking for two people only .

One's a bitch whose birthday has just arrived {19th Dec}

It was meant as her birthday present .

Hawhaw .

Another was, just some person .

Don't kaypoh, cause you don't have to know :D

Process was fun but tiring .

Reached home at 9 sharp .

I realised that ever since the 9 o'clock show started playing, I just can't seem to resist the temptation not to watch it .

A good thing though, at least it forces me to actually reach home early .

Anyway, here's your big fat birthday greeting bitch .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BIGGEST BITCH IN TOWN!

I hope you enjoy youself! :D

Samantha : Yeah I agree, Gladys has gotta be happy . Thanks for your cheering up!

Joleen : I'll link you soon .

Cutecute : Promise lah, FIRST ONE! & When will you finally put your real name down? Cutecute sounds so gay seyyyyyy .

Aimei : Yeah, I hope so too .

Anonymous : I've updated .

Melmel : Hey darl, I'll link you real soon I promise .

Angeline : Yeah .

Ahboot : Hehe . Why you say out my secret! Lol, Ahlam bbq for me of course I eat laaaaa!

Deeply sorry for the lack of posts
Been impossibly busy these few days .
Let me recall the places I've been to shall I?
Went over to Parkway Parade on Monday for my facial session .
Big thanks to Gladys for patiently waiting approximately 2 hours for me♥
Went back to my place for me to get changed & everything .
Off to Sengkang to meet Jerald, & headed to chalet .
It was Jennifer's 18th birthday!
Saw all the usual familiar faces, with their crazy actions & stuff .
My gastric acted up through out the whole night .
Drinking liquor on an empty stomach really hurts the shit outta me .
Feeling really sucks hell lot I swear .
Stayed overnight, spent time bbq-ing & fooling around .
Cabbed home in the morning together with Ahjon & Ahken .
Thought perhaps I would sleep after a long night aye?
Nope, its just about the opposite .
Went to bathe & prepare instead of sleeping .
Was supposed to meet Jerald for Sentosa trip .
I realised people have a habit of leaving things with me & forgetting them .
Of all things, this time it was something as important as a mobile phone .
Jerald Teo left his mobile phone with me by accident!
Being as evil as I am, I pestered Gladys to get up & come over to my place .
The both of us then went to sengkang to look for that ass .
Wasted time here & there, & our next destination was Sentosa .
Went to meet up with the rest of the group at Harbourfront .
There were like, more than 10 people I guess?
Me & Jerald were the only power-packed ones okay!
Didnt sleep for the whole night, yet next day was at Sentosa .
Super extreme moods the whole day .
Lack of sleep indeed affects a person alot .
I was either being fucking cranky, or superbly high .
The guys went into the water while me & Gladys sat at some place .
Wasted time over at Vivo, then home at night .
After 39 hours without sleep, I finally caught 11 hours of sleep .
Left with 28 hours more to recharge me fully .
Met up with Caiyan & Jianbin at compass today .
Had no idea where to go as boredom was killing us, so went to Peninsula .
Obsessed with randomness .
Met Mel to go along as well .
Walked around, back to Sengkang at night .
Saw ESTHER KEH MIAO HONG!!!!
Gosh, ages since I saw her .
Went back home kinda early as I didnt want to miss my show .
Okay, I shall post pictures on the next post .
Shut up for now .
BYE .

I have no idea what's she doing .

Lol .

So, here are the pictures .

Relatively little compared to the previous East coast trip .

Wasn't really in the mood of taking pictures, hence the minimal amount .

I've decided to spend the whole of Sunday rotting at home till I die of boredom .

I hope that day comes soon .

I have no intention of gong out, not in the mood to do so .

Anyway, I would like to thank god for all the awesome friends I've got .

I'm mean, noisy, evil, crazy, sarcastic, bad-tempered & disgusting .

I don't deserve such wonderful friends .

You guys really make me touched I swear .

Thank god for these lovelies you've sent to me .

Happy Monthsary Jessica Ng!♥

You know I love you tons (:

Viona : Baby's always the sweetest . Love you too dear .

Gladys : Please don't be worried!

Joanna : Yeah, I wanna meet up with you too!

Angeline : You take care too . You'll be back before I know it .

Xueting : Aww, my girl is sucha sweetie . I hope to cheer up too .

Joshua : (:

Jianbin : Yes! Gladys is strong aye? I hope so .

Hey guys .
I'm not exactly in the mood to blog, but oh well .
Just a short little update .
I'll try my best to post pictures as soon as I feel alright again .
Angeline came to my house today, & we headed for East coast .
Didnt intend to get wet, but ended up with my entire body wet .
Allowed my whole self to be whisked by the waves, hoping my problems would go as well .
Felt rather melancholy the whole day .
That's the first time East coast has failed to cheer me up .
Gosh, tell me this aint happening to me .
Sat in the sea & played with sand .
Angeline tried her best to put a smile on my face, & I tried hard to cheer up too .
Sweet of her .
She was positively shocked when I teared on the bus .
I guess she didnt expect that strong a reaction from me .
Went to compass with my wet self .
I was soaked from my neck onwards .
Totally freezing in the bus as the air-con was relatively cold .
Met up with Caiyan & Mel .
Chilled over at Starbucks & chatted quite alot .
Ahboot, Jennifer & Banana came after awhile .
Didnt really have the mood to continue staying there, so went home .
Sleeping has becomed my hobby, cause sleeping allows me to forget every unhappy thing .
I want an end to this misery .
A pointless wait .


Gladys : Yeah sure . I understand how much you want me to smile . Love you my dear .
Aimei : I will .
Angeline : Thanks for everything . Love you too .
Anonymous : Umm . Who're you referring to?
Passerby : No one else comes close .
Anonymous : Thanks sweet .

The picture above describes exactly how I'm feeling right this moment .

I'm supposed to be strong .

I don't tear easily, not at the slightest moment .

Yet .....................

Nothing left to say .

Superbly down .

Had lunch with Mummy(L) today .

An uncle of mine just came out of prison, so had lunch with him .

Went to Green afterwards .

Met Angeline & Xianfu came to meet me .

Played pool & stuff .

Hung around Hougang area & went home .

I pray for the very best weather conditions tomorrow,

So that I can cast my problems aside at East coast, hopefully{?}

Jianbin came to look for me downstairs my house today .
Sat around & started talking about rubbish .
Randomly thought of meeting Sharon Seet, so went to Ave8 .
Met up with her & continued with our rubbish talks .
She's still as crazy as ever .
Hanged around there & Chris came to meet her .
They went off for work after quite some time .
Jianbin went home & I went to meet Jerald .
Went home at night .
Okay, Gladys hasn't slept a wink since yesterday .
Many thoughts running wild in my mind .
Aww, I really ought to control myself & keep them in place .
So for now, I shall take a good rest, hopefully?
Hopeless,useless,courageless .
CRAZY LAH GLADYS
Who wants to bring me to Eastcoast?
(':

Went to Plaza Singapura today!

Went together with Xueting .

Someone thinks she's still in Hongkong .

Hawhaw .

Had our lunch at Pastamania .

Walked around & Gladys came to meet up with us .

Saw Ray working there, & so co-incidentally, saw Amicell .

Plenty of rounds around the whole of Ps .

Over to Vivo next .

Walked till my ankle started to hurt again .

Up to Sky park for our rubbish talks .

Xueting went off to meet her friend so was left with me & Gladys .

Walked a little while more & back to Sengkang .

Met up with Jerald & Gerald .

So it was Jerald & Gerald, as well as Gladys & Gladys .

Okay pretty lame I know .

Whatever, BYE .

Joshua : April might want to consider, I think she doesnt want to .

Ling : Rest assured I never forgot about you, hah .

Xueting : You are the one who didnt wake up okay! I've missed you too .

Angeline : Centipedes don't like you too .

This bitch came over to my house today .
We went over to Marina Square .
Ate at Azaku Sabo, or something like that .
Pretty nice looking desserts they have .
Tempted us to the core, but the taste was only so-so .
Walked around & had some photos printed .
Headed back to Compass next to meet up with Zhaorong & co .
Saw Caiyan over there!
She screamed my name absolutely loud .
Laughs .
Hung around compass & then to some basketball court .
The guys started playing bball, except Z cause of his new tattoo .
Nothing much, home at night .

P/S : I MISS YOU HARDCORE TEO HUIHUI!
CMON, HURRY & GET YOUR ASS BACK TO SPORE .
I KNOW YOU MISS ME DEEPLY TOO, HAH!

Gladys : I didnt treat you, I gave you discount by paying more :D
Anonymous : Thanks for your compliment, I wear Illusions Optiques .
Anonymous : Welcome .
Joshua : April says hi too .
Joanna : Wow, Im suprised you're here! Hope to see you soon :D
Passerby : Umm, how do I go about saying it? I don't really know how to explain, perhaps you can add me up on msn & I'll tell you .
Angeline : Oh, okay .
Melmel : You are very mean lah darl! Laughs .
Jiayang : Nice of you to tag me, you still owe me abalone!

Hi people!
A bitch of mine just created a blogshop .
Pretty awful designs, nah I'm totally kidding!
I'm sure I made you readers out there curious aye?
Do take a look, & hopefully get something you like there .
The link's right here .
Thanks, have a nice day .

RosyBoudoir's

Gladys is very sad .

Turns out that I'll not be going out today afterall!

Was supposedly meeting Jianbin & Pearl,

Butttttttttttttttttttttttt!

Our dear Pearl got sick & so, outing cancelled .

Never mind, I hope you get well soon biatch!

Staying at home drives me crazy, it gets me going so restless .

Aww .

Since I'm home all day, I'm left with no pictures to upload, hence the random ones .

The first picture is just some random picture of a webcam session .

{ Please dont kill me when you see it }

Yes! & The second one was taken a long time ago .

The one on the left is Chocolate, the right one's Jackie .

Don't ask me about the wierdass names, my mum gave it to them .

They're getting kinda smelly, so I've decided to bathe for them later .

Kills part of the boring time at home .

Probably spending the rest on sleep .

Anyway, my ankle's getting better .

Still hurts a littleeeeeeeeee only .

Hope it'll fully recover by tomorrow!

You got me swept off my feet, holding in every breath as you speak

Anonymous : I reckon its Bump like some speakers by Cherish .

Aimei : We shall see how about it .

Gladys : Laughs . Who's that person?

I met this guy yesterday .

Pardon the words, they were edited a long time ago .

Havent seen him for like, half a year I suppose .

Wonderful feeling having met up with him finally .

Anyway, yesterday's afternoon was spent with Pearl & Jianbin .

Walked around Central Mall, & chilled over at Starbucks .

Day passed quickly as we killed time by gossiping .

Gossiped about everything under the sun, & yes, about YOU .

Viona came over to Clarke Quay to look for me .

J & P left, so the two of us headed down to Ehub .

The movie I really wanted to watch was Beverly Hills Chihuahua, but god damn Ehub .

It wasnt available there, & so V & me settled for Bolt .

Didnt regret watching it, great movie except that the storyline was somehow cliched .

But overall, I pretty much enjoyed it .

Saw Jessica & her friends there after the movie .

What a coincidence, Jerald & co was over at Ehub as well!

That asshole wanted us to wait for him till his movie ended .

He was in a drunken state & still planned on watching movie .

Power .

V & me went to look for Jess for a brief moment & then went off .

Jerald came out in between the movie to accompany us .

Okay, skip the details .

Left Ehub at around 3 a.m & cabbed back to Sengkang .

The people were only left with Jerald & co, as well as me .

Ahjon came like 5+, & the three of us spent time at Mac .

He really changed alot, with his long hair & his whole body full of tattoos .

Talked about rubbish & stuff all the way .

Jerald went home & Jon accompanied me to wait for bus at 7+ .

Slept all the way till now, guess I'm staying home today :D

Anonymous : Yes thankyou (:

Angeline : I'm half recovered! It still hurts a little though :/

Aimei : Always .

Anonymous : My playlist is shuffled, maybe you can tell me some lyrics & I'll try to decipher the song .

Viona : Yes, I can even kick your ass in my current state, damn if only I werent a handicapped now .

Angeline : Zui hao shi lor .