BigBigSighs* I`m damned freakingggggg sad laaaas!
Guess thr's no way we cn get back tgether ehehs?
Bring us back , wnt you?
We were once so closed , & loved each other mre thn anythg else .
Yet nw , we're nth bt strangers .
A r/s cmg to 2 yrs , i rlly do treasure it .
Bt yet evrythg i do is wrong .
Evrythg i do will get misunderstood , & th one who end up getting hurt is me .
Tell me , what have i done wrong t deserve this?
You knw th one i dote on th most is you , yet you deal me w blow aftr blow .
Th hurt you gave rlly cut me like a knife .
Ppl keep asking me t cheerup & nt thk about me .
Bt hw cn i?
Crying evryday , thking of past memories .
Knwing tt it cn nvr be th same again , what disappointment & whd hurt .
Hais . Perhaps we're just meant to be until here-
Why do all good thgs come to an end?



& Dear`s cmg out tmrrw! I miss him sososososo much ohyeas~

Hais . Fcukeddddddddd-uppppppppppp day tday .
Quarrellings over & over again .
Sadded . Dnt wna say much about it .
Jianbin came t my hse here t find me tday .
Thn elaine came too . At my hse here slack slack .
Blahblahhhhhh .
Many ppl called t console me .
Thks guys (':
Bt its just rlly so fcuked-up & disappointing laas .
Nth left t say-
Nw talking t jianbin & ehkia on th phone .
Damned funny laas!
So kuku many rubbish , cause me & jianbin kept shooting her .
& she cannot shoot win us .
Hohos . We're full of rubbish .
Yet i still cant smile ):

Wokeup early tday cause ahlam tt arseeeee called me .
He wna me t help him find qunzhe & xianfu cause gt songka .
I so pro laas , call thm only thn they listen liaos .
Hohos . Blahblahhhhh .
Called elaine all tt thn say meet at grn .
Prepared & went dwn .
For tday , thr gt haiping elaine clynston shaoxiang xiaosun cindy shaonan daphne yuntian & starhub .
Clyn & elaine brk-ed alr laaaaaas ):
Cause clyn was playing lan , thn elaine dulans i thk .
She walked away & dntknw run go whr .
Thn aftr tt they quarrelled , thn brk lurhh .
Sadded-
Bt i thk they will patch again derr bahs?
They evrytime brk patch brk patch , like for 123456 times alr .
Hohos . Hope they will patch alrights~
Ohyeas ; saw th grass de jonathan too .
So stupid laas! Evrytime we see him & say jonathan lehs .
Thn aftr we see again , he disappear alr .
Nt th first time we see him at grn alr laas! LOL .
Blahblahblah . Slack thr .
Thn took bus hme .
On th way whn pass by mall , saw hui they all at thr .
They like pui-ing taiji llyddat .
Gt ppl pi kar pi chiu de .
Thn called hui asked her whd happened .
Rlly gt taiji . o.o
Ssssshhhhh*
End of tdayyyyyyyyy ;

Boy , somehow those words that xiaobee said t me made me lose faith in you .
Th trust is no longer thr , yet th doubts are getting stronger by th day .
I knw tt i shld nt be affected by what other ppl say , bt i just dnt feel secure .
Secure me w ure loves , prove it t me tt its nt true .
Treasure me while you still have me , before its too late to apologise .
Sighs*
I dnt rlly feel gd ):

& Pictures end this post--

Merry Xmas ppl!
Hohos , im lazy t post ytday's photos , bt they're nt many so other day perhaps ;D
Woke up early early in th morning ytday .
Bt tt pig ong haiping woke up damned late .
So waited for her all tt , thn we went kovan first .
Bought remaining stuff for ppl , thn went t her hse wrap presents .
In th end , i wrap until dulans . So take out all th wrapping .
Haas! Bt haiping still wna wrap , so blahblahblah~
We took quite long , & many ppl kept calling me , rush me go twn .
Thn about 5+ llyddat me & haiping went twn .
Went t cine first , met elaine clynston starhub sotong nichelle engeline & alot alot laas .
Whn i reached thr baby alr went cuppage .
Bt tt elaine liu called him & wanted him t cme dwn immediately .
Tt was about 6 llyddat .
Zzzz . Thn i run off laas .
Like a mad girl llyddats , went t b1 th staircase thr .
It was damned fooking hot & oh-so boring ehs .
So called ehkia since she alr say wna meet me .
Thn she came th staircase thr pei me .
Hohos .
We sit until v sians alr , thn ehkia called baby & he said he was still playing his stupid pool .
So dunnid hide alr , we went upstairs find huihui they all .
Thr gt huihui , jianbin , banana , sharon , luohan & forgot who alr .
Too bad my darling wasnt thr . I miss her alots ohyeas!~
Thn keep playing , aftr tt me & haiping went w huihui tt grp t heeren .
Hui wna buy dress t chg cause she wear until v simple cme dwn .
Ehkia kept calling baby t faster cme , bt he said they at cuppage tio taiji .
Heck care whd he said , cause i was alr starting t get dulans .
Awhiles mre thn elaine tt grp cme .
Thn blahblahblahhhhh .
Me & haiping went off w elaine they all first .
They wna go eat & send clyn hme liaos cause he gt probation .
I quarrelled w baby at th mac thr laas .
I was like shouting like a crazaye girl .
Thn starhub keep asking me keep my volume dwn . LOL .
I keep on gan him gan him gan him & dnt wna listen t his explanation .
All of thm can see tt i rlly v dulans alr .
Seriously , i simply HATE waiting for ppl lors .
Esp my own boyf . Make me wait .
So what if tio taiji? Taiji mre imptant thn me ehs?
Forget it , didnt have th mood quarrell w him .
End up elaine talked t him nicely & told him we go cuppage since it was quite near th mrt station clyn was gng .
Zzzz . It was about 9+ alr bahs .
Whn reach near cuppage thr , they keep asking me t go thr .
Bt i stubbornly refused .
Thn i alone sit at staircase thr . T.T
Aftr tt so qiao laas! I was about t give in thn started walking towards tt direction .
Tt i saw all of thm w baby walking towards my direction .
Jitao paisaaaaaaeeee . He talk t me i dnt wna care him , keep giving him lj attitude jiu dui liaos .
Thn~~ I forgot whd happened alr .
Went back cine & by this time thr alot alot of ppl liaos .
Met up w hui they all again .
Qianhui peggy they all also cme dwn alr .
Saw so many ppl tt i missed so much yeas~
Saw my xueting airen tt boxim arsee .
She hugged me t death & even kissed me laas . So swt can! ^^
Thn saw samantha nuer , zhiling , xconfused & alot alot laaaa .
& i also saw tt kuku xiaojess . Exchanged hugs laas ;D
Her friend jiaxin was like so funny , she came & said ; Hi im jiaxin . Thn i just smile at her & shake her hand .
Hohos . Saw xnoob too! His mia over on xmas . Zzzz .
Lame rights! So funny laas , i inside cheers keep staring at him & he didnt knw .
End up called him & i went outside smk w him .
Didnt wna care baby whn he keep msging him . Kalan~
Thn dntknw why all split again & i was w elaine this grp .
Ehkia kept calling me & said baby was looking for me like hell .
She even scolded him , say alot alot of thgs~ Hohos ;D
Thnnnnnnn .................
Forget whd happened liaos .
Countdown over alr , heng this yr nvr tio spray MUCH .
Thn at thr dntknw do whd laas .
Aftr tt baby went hme alr , cause he also gt probation .
Evrybody kept saying tt i treated him v badly , v cb all tt .
So i msged him norh , bt like wna brk wna brk llyddat .
End up he say he nvr blame me all tt , aftr tt i was talking t him on th phone .
Arnd 1+ alr jiu lesser ppl liaos .
Thn didnt care about anythg , just talk t him norh .
Blahblahblahhhhh .
Actually wanted t ton , bt baby dnt let me ton ):
Left cine w qunzhe at 2+ & cabbed hme .
Dropped him off somewhr near his hse .
Gd rights! ;D
Didnt slp at all , clynston called me & i chatted w him until morning laas .
Called hui at arnd 8 .
She & caiyan & jianbin at plaza , they ask me wna go mahs .
Since i alr prepared all tt so i went .
Hohos , they ytday night went disco(x
They played pool , & aftr tt i took 2 buses t toa payoh just t find baby .
Wuxim rights! Bobians , he tday gng back hostel alr .
Go his hse find him , his friend seh alr , slping at his hse .
Keep laolan w baby until he bth .
Who ask him , ppl msg me only thn wna find trouble w tt person .
SO boliaos cans!
Thn i was alr damened tired norhh .
Pei him until 1++ thn cabbed hme & fell asleep right away .
Tired day & a longgggggg naggy post ^^
Loveeeeeeees<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR ALEX CHUA!

Okays , me & him patched back alr .
We broke off ytday at 7.28 pm .
& patched at 12.34 am .
Lame rights! Hohos .
Dntknw laas . Too touched i guess?
So patch norhh .
I promise i'll cherish you frm nw on my dear .
I knw you treat me rlly gd , even th ppl arnd me also say so .
All ure friends say th same thg too .
I promise i'll try t put my heart into this r/s .
I'll hold onto it as long as i can(:


Okayyyyyyys , went t amk tday .
Met elaine & haiping .
At hub outside thr smk first .
Whn we were outside a grp of guys kept staring at us .
Thk they wna take num frm haiping bahs?
Hohos(x
Thn saw khengyi & his girlf .
Walked past him .
Went inside hub , wna walkwalk awhiles .
Thn another grp of guys .
Kept walking arnd us . Some walk infront of us , some behind .
Thn suddenly frm behind gt ppl shout .
Eh~ You wna knw which one?
Dunnid shy laas . Which one?
Hohos . Thn i kept disturbing haiping . Cause i thk they're referring t her .
Elaine went t bus stop t pick aiqi .
Thn me & haiping went t buy wrapping paper .
Saw yuenchai thr .
Thn went back elaine hse .
Aftr tt we took bus .
Go back hg , cutecute at my hse thr chu shi .
They shld be gng thr i thk?
& i went hme!
Endddddddddd-
Dearrrrrr faster cme out frm hostel laaas!
I`m missing you(:

& X'mas is cmg!
C=

I rlly feel guilty towards you .
Ytday you asked me , all of a sudden so many thgs happened .
& th way i treat you changed totally , is it fair to you?
I agree , its nt fair t you at all .
Perhaps im just too weak , i just cant take all these stress .
Maybe we're better off being on our own?
I thk tt even if we continue , thr will be no outcome .
So why waste our time?
I admit , whn starting i accepted you , i only wanted t play you .
Im sry for thinking tt way .
Bt aftr tt , i realised you were serious so i felt guilty .
Nopes , i dnt deserve t be ure girlf . You truly deserve so much more .
Bt even though we brk alr , i still do care for you .
You must understand ; 不是我不爱你 , 是我不懂怎么去爱你
Perhaps one day we'll be tgether again , whn all these problems are no longer thr .
I broke our promise , im sry .
It hurts me t end it too . Bt i`m left w no other choice .
Takecares my dear .
You'll always be in my heart .


Ended-

Okays , tday woke up early early in th morning .
Woken up by Mr.Lim XianFu .
Thanks uhs , wake me up at 7 in th morn .
Thn at arnd 10+ mummaye called me .
Ask me whether wna meet her anots .
So went t prepare all tt . Took bus t amk .
Met her at hub . Thn we arnd thr walk .
Bought my contact lens for 25$ .
Hohos ^^
Went grn . Lianehs called me .
She came back frm mcys alr . So ask her go grn meet me .
End up th three of us at thr waiting for clyn & others t chu shi finish .
Damneddd longggg .
Also waited until haiping came before me & lianeh went off .
We went lan play first .
Thn rlly nth do alr , so go watsons .
Hehhs ;D
Blahblahblah . Waited for like 23456 hrs before my precious girl came .
Me & lianehs went off aftr tt .
Saw yihui on th bus . Zzzzzzzzzzzzz .
We took mrt t orchard cause tt crazy girl wna go shopping .
Walk walk walk .
Went alot places . Bought a cardigan at far east C=
Went t eat , thn walk awhile mre & went hme alr .
Im hme early tday! Probably tonning later .
Ohyeas~ Finallyyyyyyyy my boy came out frm hostel .
& called me whiles i was on th way home .
Like finally laaaas . Sosoossoosososoooo long can!
Hehhs .
Tt's all for tday!
Cheerrrrrrs~
C=

2o Dec 2007
00:00 Am
I Love You My Assholee Boy!
C=

Went grn tday . Thr gt clynston , elaine , shaonan , daphne , xianfu , shaoxiang , yuntian .
3 ppl gt new angkong sehhhhhhhh .
Pain rights . Smack ure angkong thn you knw uhhhhhs .
Hehhs . Star , Fish & Monster .
Tgether is Monster Star Fish! (x
Went lan play . Thn aftr tt go sx hse awhiles .
Go back lan again . Aiqi , carrie & selina came aftr tt .
Play play slack slack . Thn haiping came t meet me .
Pei her go long john eat .
Thn awhile more th rest came dwn frm lan alr .
Haiping , elaine & aiqi were supposed t go do ice cream .
Thk they were late . Hohos .
I went off first , cause didnt wna go do .
Left clynston xianfu they all dntknw go whr alr .
Th end of tday ;d




Im rlly sorry for dua-ing you alrights .
I admit its my fault .
Bt pls dnt be mad at me alr will you?
Hais . Seeing you like this , i rlly dntknw whd t do .
Its all my fault .
For being such a useless person .
Only knw hw t make stupid mistakes over & over again .
I knw i only knw hw t mke you angry .
Bt , truly , im rlly sry .
I promise i'll nvr do it again .
I just need ure forgiveness alrights .
You must knw that i havent seen you in a longlong time .
& i rlly do miss you alots .
I do cherish & treasure th friendship between us .
Its just a mistake i made w/o thinking of th consequences .
Nw i realise it . & I'll nvr do it again .
Bring us back , will you?
)':

Went t vivo ytday . Im sry jianbin for nt meeting you! Rlly sry ehehs .
Pls dnt be mad at me anymore ;d
Met haiping first . Thn went kovan cause she wanted t eat .
Saw junjie thr w his girlf . & 3 mre couples .
Aftr tt went straight t vivo . We had alr planned t shop for xmas stuff .
So we went candy empire first . Didnt knw whd t choose .
Go cocoa trees aftr tt . We chose part of our stuff frm thr .
Walked arnd , bt didnt see anythg we wanted t get .
Blahblahblah .
Seems like whd we got was v little only .
So we said another day , cme out & shop again .
Clynston called me , & asked me t meet him .
So we went back t hg .
Went t 529 . It was raining alrights!
Damned wet & dirtyyyyyyyy laaas .
Reached thr gt sotong nichelle starhub & clynston .
Slacked thr awhile , thn they gt phone call say dntknw who who who gt taiji .
At mall thr , w siao de ppl . So they keep asking arnd whether wna go mall anots .
Thn i tell thm , dntknw hw t ask thm come uhs?
Be paikia be until llyddat . Ask thm cme laas .
Thn end up , phone call keep cmg . & they decided t go thr .
Lucky th rain had stopped alr . Hohos .
End up go until thr , they said taiji sua alr .
Thr gt shaobing , xianfu , shaoxiang , aaron , selina , yuntian & dntknw who laas .
Boliaos~ Thn aaron tio clynston gan cause waste all of our time .
LOL .
Aftr that they went lian shi & me and haiping went mall walkwalk .
Went hme at night(:


So cute rights! ;d

Okays , a BIGBIG Thankyous t banana .

Jianbin called me & huihui msged me ytday .

Ask me wna go compass anots .

Ofcos wnt laas! So arseholee long nvr see thm alr .

Miss thm so much cn!

Was pretty late . Said meet at 1.30 bt i reached thr like 3+?

Whn i reached thr , thr gt jianbin huihui caiyan yongxiang & andrew .

Aftr tt banana & darling came .

We at thr slack & talk blahblahblah .

Thn hui wna go mini toons see anklet . So we went norh .

They at inside see see see thn talk talk talk .

At inside awhile jiu go out .

At outside chat w yongxiang & kept disturbing him laas .

Thn , darling came & passed me a elmo bolster .

Say is frm banana de .

Shocked dao laas! Cause i at inside see v long liaos .

Thn me & darling both say v cute all tt .

Thn didnt knw banana go & buy .

Rahhhhs! Waste ure money laas .

Bt i v gandong ehs! Hohos .

Thanks so much laas . ILoveYou yeas~

C=

Aftr tt went mos .

Slack~

Thn darling wna go hme alr .
So i did too .
& tt's th end of ytday .

I Love Elmo . }

Such a tiring day ytday lahs! Slpt for like 4hrs only & ppl woke me up at 9 .
Zzzz . Went t prepare & headed t amk .
Met elaine & clynston & went t little india .
Th fliers office was at thr . Waited for quite long before th ppl came .
Thn cause th fliers gt printing error .
SO we stayed thr & cancelled like 5000+ fliers .
Aftr tt took train t clarke quay . We were supposed t hand th fliers thr .
Bt end up , we throw all away . Didnt give a single one .
We even take & crush into balls & play uhs!
LOL .
I sit alone de okays! I dntwnt sit w you lahors ;d
Hrmphhhhhs . I cry hors! Sobs*
Haas . Nvms , i move here myself! Wnt a cig? Hehhs . *Sly smile*
Dntwnt uhs? I smk myself lors . Lalalas~ *Lights cig* Wahlao ehs! I wnt lahs!
Say you love me first! Dntwnt! *Shakes head vigorously* Too vigorous in fact , & hits her head . OUCH! Haaas . Orhbeeeee . Who ask you dntwnt say you love me . *Laughs t himself*
Sobs* 我知错了~ Iloveyou kays! Mwahahaha . & Im th final winner for tday! Yays! *Jumps for joy like a crazy retard*

Okays , that's like totally nt whd happened lahs . Hohos . Im just being lame ;d
Aftr fliers went t 684 find qunzhe .
Thn aftr tt me & haiping & qunzhe & alex went t sgoon north .
Take stock frm th person .
Blahblahs~ Thn took cab go those terrace houses .
WTH Lors!
All live in such big houses & no money buy 20$ ice cream huhs?
Damnedddddddd .
Somemore give stupid excuse , whd whole family got flu at th same time .
Thn why nt whole family get AIDS at th same time?
Grrrrrr*
Dntwna say about it , spoiler lahs!
End up we rlly damned bored alr .
So knw whd we did?
We open those ice-cream & ate thm ourselves!
Hohos . Use finger llyddat take & eat .
Cb ehs! ;d
Ppl , pls be wary nxt time ppl sell ice-cream t you .
Be SURE t open & check evry box , see whether gt ppl use hand dig before anots .,
LOL .
Aftr tt we went alot alot places lahs!
Thn 10+ thn go hme .
Its damned tiring okays! Do nth bt walk & walk & walk .
But im nt gna do it anymore alr!
Hohos xD
& tt's it for now .
Takecares ppl! (:

Okays Im like so tired nw can .

Dntknw why . Just nw slp alr bt still feeling tired .

Zzz .

Didnt do much tday . Nvr work lahs!

Hohos ;D

Went cp . Meet ahlam qunzhe haiping gabriel & yuenchai .

Yuenchai was supposed t go t wrk .

& Qunzhe wanted him t help him buy cig .

So meet lors .

Ohyeas~ Jerald is getting more & more kuku .

Haiping & gabriel were a delifrance .

He wanted t eat , so me & qunzhe pei him go mcdonalds .

Saw andrew & jeremy .

Zzzzzz . Thn they saw a girl , they took number frm her long long ago .

During chu shi th time .

Thn ahlam say she v familiar .

SO ask me try shout VIVIAN .

So shout lors .

Vivian~ Thn th girl turn arnd .

We look other way .

Hohos . Thn whn th girl went off .

I shout Byebye Vivian!

Thn she turn arnd & i waved t her .

She gave me a kuku face like v confused llyddat .

Zzzzz . Sibeiiiiii lame .

Blahblah~ Qunzhe helped ahlam kope watch frm th shop .

Thn he v happy . -.-

Many kuku thgs happened lahs .

At arcade we hide frm him & he couldnt find us .
So dumb! Sitting behind him only & he couldnt see .

LOL .

& he kept calling haiping ahboy .

Hohos . Awhile more he go alr .

Thn me & haiping go walkwalk .

Qunzhe aftr that also go sell his kuku icecream liaos .

So we went off too .

Lalalalas~

C=

Pictures!

Haiping's NEW "BOYF" ;D

Hellooooooo(:
Went t bugis tday .
Wanted t find job . Bt didnt thk so cn find .
Meet haiping first .
Thn pei her go kovan tke money .
Th bank auntie thought i wrking alr!
Still ask me wna open dntknw whd acc anots .
LOL .
Chao lao laaaaaas bodoh ;D
Went bugis .
Go walkwalk .
Saw marcus xconfused , engeline , gladys & forgot who liaos .
& I saw kenneth's girlf .
Dntknw whether still his girlf anots laas .
Bt its th one at plush laas .
Thn idk i retard or whd .
Stand thr stare at her for like 3mins .
LOLOLLLLL .
Later she thks im crazaye .
Hohos ;D
Blahblahblah .
Went Compass aftr tt .
Haiping called yuenchai t cme find us cause v sian .
Thn me & her eat liaos go mos outside thr .
Saw joker & his friends .
He gng chalet ehehs!
Awwwww~
Javier came ; blahblahblah .
Went hme .
Tiring day .
Chatting w my baobei nw laas .
OMFG i miss her so damned much cn!
Hohos .
& frm tmrrw , im starting work!
I miss school life seriously .
I miss my MR LOW JIANBIN!
Rahhhhhhs .
I rlly rlly do alrights .
I wna meet you sooooooonnnnnn .
& I miss someone alot alot these days .
Baby , whr'd you go?
):
Cheerrrrrrrrs~

Okay , th tagboard colours are like waayyyyy wierd .
It just doesnt fit th whole skin laas!
Hw hw hw?
Arghhhhhhs . Forget it laas . Wierd jiu wierd lors .
Probably gng K ltr .
Meet some kuku arsee & kuku arse's friends .
Hohos .
Till here thn .
Wait until i have mre interesting thgs t say bahs .
Takecares ;D

Helloooooooooo! Well guess imma back t blogging again ehs .
Hohos . Its still under construction ohyeas .
Hopefully i shall be hardworking enough t work on it .
Ooops im lame i knw .
Whatever laaaaas . Im just so bored cn!
Lalalalas Lalalalas Elmo`s Wrld~
Will be putting tagboard soon .
Do tell me if you wnt me t link you .
Or you cn also do so on msn .
Thanks evryone!
Alright shall end here .
Cheeeeeeeers ;D